Alright. I am going to attempt to get out of my gutter land just for the time being It is very hard to talk properly now when I spend so many nights and days in gutterland
My
favorite scene from this drama is not just one but many. However, since
I have to choose on one and elaborate on it, I will have to say it is
the hand-warming scene. This scene, when I think back to season 1, was
the one that made my heart go .
To me, it was the very first time I saw the heart-felt warmth coming
from both ES and CY in real form, where they are showing it physically
instead of implying it this time. CY, although his emotions shines
through his eyes so well, is shy to show his feelings in person to ES.
ES, upon knowing the fact that CY is indeed the one that comes to her at
no fail, begins to distance herself further from him than usual. This
scene would not be the way it is if not for the ending of episode 11.
In
episode 11, LC comes to ES and reveals to her, the truth of CY's life
and love. Now, she also asks if ES is the person that CY always refers
to as 'that person which whom he cherishes". I think this was the first
step to ES knowing how important she is to CY from another person's
view. Hence, this led to the scene in episode 12. Her knowing that he
would risk his life to die without any thought was like him dying with
no one to treasure/cherish anymore. That was how he lived before he met
her. He had no one to fight for, no one to love for. This calmed ES's
heart, and soothe the anger she felt in the previous episodes.
The
assurance of her hand on his, the expression that came from his eyes,
reveal a confirmation to him: ES actually really do care about him too.
And to see this, he decided to not risk his life anymore in front of her
or for anyone else. This was how his life had been about-the killing
without a risk. But with ES, he began to see that his killings came at a
big risk. She was teaching to him how important it is to live. And when
she cried, it must have shocked him. He didn't expect her to cry, for
him. It touched him even more. After this scene, we see more closeness
from these two. We see the bond close without the awkwardness and the
ignorance that she gave to him in episode 11. We see an understanding
that came from them both. And most of all, we see their gradual
development of affection toward one another. The will to protect each
other, to be each other's companion, blossoms.
*Wow. I did it! I wrote something without uttering gutterly vocabs *
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